I’m Just Sayin’ Wednesday – The Potential March 31, 2010Posted by jeneypeney in FML, girl problems, i'm a moron, i'm just sayin', life, love bites.
WARNING: This post is wicked shmoopy. If you don’t want to read that kind of crap go here.
I met a boy.
For those who follow me on twitter , I’ve been referring to him as “The Potential.”
I call him that because we haven’t made anything official even though we hold hands and kiss and talk everyday and all that stupid dating crap.
The Potential is your quintessential “good guy” and honestly, general cares about me.
He makes me feel safe and beautiful – things past boys have rarely ever made me feel.
…and he has a motorcycle. (C’mon, guys. You didn’t think I’d really fall for Beaver Cleaver did you?)
It took me months to even let myself like this boy.
Now? He’s has turned me into a complete stupid, grinning cheese-ball.
The Potential may be moving across the state for a job in a couple months.
I’m trying to be supportive and I tell him what a great opportunity it is and that he should give it a chance if it is offered to him.
But down inside? Deep down? Under a rock? I’m screaming, “Don’t you dare leave me after you let me fall for your goofy ass!”
I’m being selfish, I know.
But I don’t care.
Dating sucks, yo.
I’m just sayin’.